Ashamed

Life counts itself against me.
Death has become a recurring theme.
I’m bleeding again,
Gushing crimson through this veil of shame.

I am one and all,
Everything and nothing.
Why aren’t you running yet?
Save yourself before I infect you too.

I’ve lost people that made my life worth living.
I’m left with the empty shells of friendships.
I’m sick of burying the things that I love,
Bury me this time.

I’m breathing in poison,
Not your pure, clean air.
Release me! Free me!
I’d give everything to be free of this.