Triple Shot

I’ll bleed out over your chest.
I’ll cut out my own dear heart,
And I’ll hand it to you still spurting blood.
Is that what it’ll take for you to love me?

I’ll forget myself.
I’ll become her again.
Bella always knows how to please.
Will you love her?

Amy’s far too sweet.
Too innocent.
Too lovely.
I don’t let her out in case she gets hurt.

I’m Lou.
I’m vile, nasty, ugly and cruel.
But I hide it well.
I pull on another happy mask and you might love me.

I hate having my heart out on display.
I want to keep it safe.
Keep it hidden.
Keep us all safe.

Maybe someone will understand this.
Rubbish to you and I.
Nothing’s shocking, nothing’s sacred.
Not even my disgusting bleeding heart.