Restrained

Cut me deep and I’ll bleed this out,
Give me that sense of relief.
I’ll love it, I’ll savour feeling something else.
Let me do this.

I want to break.
My life is fragile.
Smash it up, turn it to gravel.
Watch me fall to pieces.

I’m a prisoner of this life,
And I’m in ruins.
Fucked, knackered and ready.
Remove these shackles and release me.

Love me while I can still love.
Kiss me one last time,
Please don’t remember me like this,
And just let me go.