Dirt

My dreams are solid concrete in my head.
They weigh me down.
Catch my breath in my throat.
Smother me!
I’m nothing but dirt in your mouth.
This flabby jail cell you’ve locked me in.
Let me be free.
I want to escape but you’re holding me in these chains.
I was too young for the motherhood that was forced upon me.
You’ve killed me you know.
9PM forever baby, you’ll never forget or regret it.
Give me pills for my head and pills for my lungs,
And just drugs for my heart.
I hate my life.
Oh my god give me strength.